Haven’t updated in a while because there is nothing worth updating on. My life is one big shit hole. I’ve got nothing going for me right now and no matter what I do I’m always fucking miserable. Sure I can get happy for a few hours but then I get depressed and bitchy all over again. I can’t stand myself anymore and I fucking take it out on the people around me. Maybe that’s why society is so fed up with me. I hate school now, it seems so pointless. I lack all motivation and I fucking hate that. I hate using this fucking blog and sometimes I just want to fucking die. So there. That’s my life….or lack thereof.

Don’t really know what’s up with that title. *Shrugs*

I honestly don’t feel like updating this thing anymore, I mean no one reads it. Might as well just keep a  hand written journal. But seeing as I don’t have a notebook nor a pen I shall resort to the computer. Besides, Andy had to leave and I already miss him and I’m already bored. Maybe I should just play video games. Christ am I turning into him? Anyways.

Fuck.

I totally just lost all motivation to finish this entry. I don’t want to sit around typing. Ok. Quick bulletin then of what’s been going on.

*I’m a tranny in Rocky Horror
*All my male friends suck with the exception of Ian
*I hate guys who try to get in my pants all the time
*I really hate high school girls
*But I miss my Sarah and Rachael
*I’m going to the Galapagos in January
*We’ve hit 6 months and it was an amazing night
*I’m failing Chem
*I’m probably failing Math, I haven’t gone all week

There. My life as of now.

Peace.