Haven’t updated in a while because there is nothing worth updating on. My life is one big shit hole. I’ve got nothing going for me right now and no matter what I do I’m always fucking miserable. Sure I can get happy for a few hours but then I get depressed and bitchy all over again. I can’t stand myself anymore and I fucking take it out on the people around me. Maybe that’s why society is so fed up with me. I hate school now, it seems so pointless. I lack all motivation and I fucking hate that. I hate using this fucking blog and sometimes I just want to fucking die. So there. That’s my life….or lack thereof.
Hey There My Little Friend, Don’t Hide Away. October 6, 2007
Don’t really know what’s up with that title. *Shrugs*
I honestly don’t feel like updating this thing anymore, I mean no one reads it. Might as well just keep a hand written journal. But seeing as I don’t have a notebook nor a pen I shall resort to the computer. Besides, Andy had to leave and I already miss him and I’m already bored. Maybe I should just play video games. Christ am I turning into him? Anyways.
Fuck.
I totally just lost all motivation to finish this entry. I don’t want to sit around typing. Ok. Quick bulletin then of what’s been going on.
*I’m a tranny in Rocky Horror
*All my male friends suck with the exception of Ian
*I hate guys who try to get in my pants all the time
*I really hate high school girls
*But I miss my Sarah and Rachael
*I’m going to the Galapagos in January
*We’ve hit 6 months and it was an amazing night
*I’m failing Chem
*I’m probably failing Math, I haven’t gone all week
There. My life as of now.
Peace.
