The Owl’s Nest

A nest full of thoughts, feelings, ideas, and life experiences.

Yes People, I’m alive. April 29, 2009

Filed under: Diary — abudge @ 10:08 am

Really, I’m fine. Just got really emotional over nothing last night. Ugh. Need to stop doing that.

Anyways, looking forward to NYC tomorrow! So happy!

Listening to: Tinted Windows. FML.

 

I was but I can’t. April 28, 2009

Filed under: Diary — abudge @ 7:33 pm

I was going to write an angry poem, or some sad prose. But I can’t stop the tears long enough to see clearly. How did I end up this way again? Why do I constantly open up to one person, only to have them totally disregard my feelings later? How stupid do you think I am? Better question, how stupid am I to let this happen to myself ? And yet, I can’t be mad. I can only cry my heart out and wish for things to be different. I’m putting the blame on myself, as usual, because I know in the end it probably is my fault.

I really do understand why Seymour Glass shot himself. In fact, I almost wanted to do “that funny thing with the trees” on the ride home. I just don’t care anymore.

But this I swear, I will never ever open up to another person again.

 

Maybe I’m just a bitch but… April 26, 2009

Filed under: Diary — abudge @ 6:49 pm

The more I think about it, the more I’m glad that I broke up with Tim. I mean, really? Talk about rose-tinted glasses. Happy those finally came off.

 

Good Day <3 April 24, 2009

Filed under: Diary — abudge @ 8:49 pm

What an amazing day with my mom. We took a drive up to the Tilton outlets to do some shopping. Spent over $100 on new clothes but hey, I need to look spectacular for NY. Which is in 6 days!!! So many laughs today. It actually felt good to spend time with family. Despite it all, I do love her.

 

Fall 09 Classes! April 22, 2009

Filed under: Diary — abudge @ 1:13 pm

Picked ‘em!

Monday/Wednesday/Friday

9:30-10:20: Principles of Earth and Environmental Systems
11:00-11:50: French II
2:00-2:50: Psychology and Women

Tuesday

9:30-10:45: US History to 1877
2:00-3:15: Contemporary American Fiction

Thursday

9:30-10:45: US History to 1877
11:30-1:20: Environmental Systems Lab
2:00-3:15: Contemporary American Fiction

 

Who Would Have Even Thought. April 21, 2009

Filed under: Diary — abudge @ 11:22 pm

Falling for a friend is such a bad thing. Especially when you both don’t know what to do about it, yet every feeling is mutual. Oh Lily Allen, thanks for writing an album that describes every aspect of my life right now.

“Said tomorrow
Would be fun
We could watch
A place in the sun
I didn’t know
Where this was going
When you kissed me”

-Who’d've Known by Lily Allen

 

What Irks Me. April 21, 2009

Filed under: Diary — abudge @ 2:45 pm
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People who do not update their blogs on a regular basis really irk me. Seriously, is it that hard to write even just one line every week? I don’t think so. And if that is what you are doing, just get a Twitter and get rid of your blog. Thanks. 

Amy

 

Ok, time to face facts… April 20, 2009

Filed under: Diary — abudge @ 3:41 pm

I am: Hipster

The count is up to 5. Five people have titled me as “hipster”. I’m not a fan of this, although after reading the Urban Dictionary definition…I’m not far off the mark. Haha.

 

Chapter 20 in Life of Amy. April 19, 2009

Filed under: Diary — abudge @ 8:09 pm

Ch. 20

Begins with the end of a relationship. This time, things are final. Feeling sorry for hurting someone, again.

But by the middle, it  is going to be filled with all new experiences, new friends (and old ones), and a whole lot of adventures.

 

The Artist’s Space. April 19, 2009

Filed under: Art, Diary — abudge @ 8:26 am

My Saturday night: Alone and in my comfort zone. And slightly under the influence.