Everywhere I go, you haunt me. I hate hate hate this.

Listing all the places I want to live, all the things I want to do in life. Will continually add to it, I’m sure.

Places to call home:
New York City
Lowell
New Bedford
Boston
Burlington, VT
California
Arizona/New Mexico
Ecuador
Southern France
India

Work:
National Park Service
Journalist
Photographer
Author
Peace Corps/Green Peace
Small farmer
Cafe owner

Summation: Either I have too much ambition, or I really have no clue as to what I want to do in life.

The month is almost over. August will fly by. Before I know it, I’ll be back in the classroom. How times flies when you’re an adult.

Guess I better get my act together.

Last night, mum and I saw RENT for her birthday! With Anthony Rapp as Mark and Adam Pascal as Roger!!! The performance was simply amazing and breathtaking. It made me come alive, and renewed my hope and faith in life. Vive la vie boheme!

I guess most of all, I just miss the contact. I miss curling up like a kitten in someone’s arms. I miss playing with someone’s fingers. I miss them playing with my hair and resting their head on my lap. I miss someone tickling me until I can’t breathe, then leaning over and kissing me senselessly. All in due time though, right? Ahh, summer is not over and it feels like a promising semester.

You’re all bums.

Always has its twists and turns. And finally, I’m learning to appreciate every hill, curve, and rut.

searching, searching, searching.

I’m glad that my life is becoming much less drama-filled. All this mess of everything has finally died down. I realize now that history repeats itself, down to the very last detail. I also now realize that I must trust my gut instinct. If I have apprehension about someone, then I should not get involved. That being said, I have finally started a new chapter (blank page and everything) in my life saga. I am pleased with this chapter, because I’m not getting hurt by anyone and the walls are only half up. I’m spending time with those I hold dearest, be it taking road trips with them or texting them all day at work. Cheers to the good life.